我考上大学那天，我的表弟得病了，得了精神病！他独自坐在楼顶的阳台，大声唱歌！他没有考上大学，他是我姨妈家的骄傲，他帅气，有才，小学时他的书法无人能比。他唯一的缺点是爱睡觉。我从外县坐长途汽车到了姨妈家，中午十一点半了，他没有起床！我惊讶于不知所措！

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dsome,?tale

ted,?i

t's?p

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obody?ca

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g-dista

ce?bus?f

ess?is?his?love?of?sleepi

g.?i?took?a?lo

ties?to?my?au

t's?house.?it?was?11:30?at

om?othe

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d?he?did

't?get?up!?i'm?at?a?loss!

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给弟弟打了针，服了药，我带他回了西安集贤巷小学。

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清晨，五点，我用自行车把弟弟带上，沿途的扫大街的人，拉冬瓜的大爷，就这两个人。昏暗的街灯，总照不明我弟前进的方向！

在精神病医院里，小姑娘在墙上倒立，小伙子说着相声，老爷爷望着你，盯着你，直到你自己心发毛！

g,?at?five?o'clock,?i?took?my?b

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the?mo

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g?the?way?a

d?the?u

with?me?by?bike.?the?people?who?swept?the?st

eet?alo

e?just?the?two?people.?dim?st

eetlights?always?illumi

cle?who?pulled?the?wax?gou

d?we

's?di

ectio

ate?my?b

othe

the?me

tal?hospital,?the?little?gi

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head?o

l?sta

ds?o

g?ma

talks?about?c

the?wall,?a

d?the?you

d?sta

es?at?you?u

oss?talk.?the?old?ma

looks?at?you?a

i?gave?my?b

othe

til?you?a

e?upset!

jectio

a

a

i

jixia

d?took?medici

e.?i?took?him?back?to?xi'a

y?school.

第二次见到弟弟，姨妈说让我带弟弟去美院玩。在美院，弟弟画了一张静物，出奇的好！他像极了梵高！无师自通！但是，他在美院的院子又开始了唱歌！我知道，又犯病了，便急急忙忙带他回家了！

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,?my?au

the?seco

d?time?i?saw?my?b

the?academy?of?fi

e?a

t?told?me?to?take?him?to?the?a

t?school.?i

d

ew?a?still?life,?which?was?ve

ts,?my?b

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ed?without?teache

!?howeve

y?good!?he?looks?like?va

gogh!?lea

g?agai

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,?he?bega

to?si

d?of?the?academy?of?fi

e?a

the?cou

tya

,?so?i?took?him?home?i

a?hu

ts!?i?k

ew?that?he?was?ill?agai

不想，竟是永别！

几个月后，弟弟病重去世了！我的弟弟就这样悄无音讯的去了！

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第三次见到弟弟，是在我新买的商品房，遇见姨妈，她神色紧张，匆匆走了，说小正在我的家附近一个疗养院里！我去了那个疗养院，大门紧锁，不得探视！从门缝里看见一个个小房间门口都站了一个人，嘴里个个说着神曲。我流着眼泪，极度紧张的走了！

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,?i?met?my?au

the?thi

d?time?i?saw?my?b

ew?netme

cial?house.?she?looked

t?i

my

d?hu

ied?away,?sayi

e

vous?a

ato

ium

g?that?xiao?was?i

a?sa

t?to?the?sa

ato

ea

my?home!?i?we

o?visitatio

!?f

ium,?the?doo

was?locked,

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om?the?c

ack?i

sta

di

oom.?the

e?was?a?ma

d?he?was?talki

g?about?divi

g?at?the?doo

,?a

my?eyes,?i?walked?away?with?g

eat?te

e?music.?with?tea

s?i

i?do

't?wa

sio

!

!

a?few?mo

t?to?see?you?fo

eve

othe

died?of?se

ths?te

,?my?b

ge

b

ious?ill

ess!?my?you

t?so?quietly!

上天如果可能，让我去替弟弟去死，换回他，我姨妈家的最帅最有才的小正！

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百思不得其解！后来，我在阳台养花，怎么也养不活那个爬墙虎！看到小区路边的爬墙虎一如大树一般的茂盛，我明白了，原来，花草需要风雨，人也一样需要风雨！弟弟就像是阳台上养的花草，没有风雨，没养活！

god?if?possible,?let?me?go?to?die?fo

ge?fo

him,?my?au

,?i

excha

d?tale

ted?xiaozhe

t's?most?ha

dsome?a

't?u

de

g!

you?ca

,?i

aised?flowe

sta

d?it!?te

y,?how?ca

ot

s?i

the?balco

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ity

aise?that?c

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al?lush,?i?u

oadside?gecko,?like?a?t

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d?p

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al,?flowe

s?a

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ai

eed?wi

d?a

d?a

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,?people?also

eed?wi

ge

b

ai

!?the?you

s?a

d?p

othe

is?like?the?flowe

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o?wi

ts?o

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为了纪念弟弟，姨妈把他的一件红色的皮大衣给我，我每年在过年的时候穿上，在街道书写对联，就像弟弟复活了，在写毛笔字！

我会永远用写字来思念弟弟，来再现弟弟的书法风采！

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我没有人管，漂泊一如路边的爬墙虎，竟然茂盛的生长！正是：有心栽花花不开，无心栽柳柳成材！

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age,?wa

i?have

o?o

g?like?a?c

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de

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oad,?eve

lush?g

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tio

al?p

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te

s?do

ot?ope

ti

g?flowe

te

tio

,

o?i

i

memo

to?p

t?willows?to?benete?useful!

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othe

y?of?my?you

ge

ed?fu

coat.?i?put?it?o

,?my?au

t?gave?me?a

ew?yea

's?day?a

eve

y

the?st

eet,?just?like?my?b

d?w

ote?couplets?i

iti

g?b

othe

evived,?w

s!

i?will?always?use?w

ush?cha

acte

othe

,?to

iti

g?to?miss?my?b

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oduce?his?callig

aphy?style!