当我站在长安西阳湾村的老美院门口，我犹如进入梦境，一点都不真实的感觉。我不敢相信，1987年的9月1号，我考进了美术学院。我的头一直扬起来，看见欧式的门头，与村子的小草房相互对立的存在，格格不入的是大楼的华贵，与背景山上的一排排陕北窑洞无法同步存在的现实！我站在门口，想到自己就是石头汤！

whe

i?sta

d?at?the?gate?of?the?old?beauty?ga

de

i

xiya

gwa

vilge,?cha

te

ed?a?d

:rg

g'a

,?i?feel?as?if?i?have?e

ue?at?all.?i?ca

't?believe?it.?o

eam,?which?is

ot?t

e?a

ts.?my?head?has?bee

septembe

1,?1987,?i?was?admitted?to?the?academy?of?fi

see?the?eu

opea

aised?all?the?time,?a

d?i?ca

d?the?existe

ce?of?the?vilge?cottages?i

style?doo

a

.?what?is?out?of?pce?is?the?luxu

y?of?the?buildi

oppositio

to?each?othe

eality?that?the

ows?of?caves?i

gs,?a

d?the

shaa

xi?ca

no

the

o

ously?i

't?exist?sy

ch

d?mou

tai

the?backg

ou

ki

g?that?i?was?sto

!?i?stood?at?the?doo

,?thi

it?is?said?that?the

e?was?a?begga

e?soup!

相传，有一个乞丐，走到一家村落，已经三天没有要到吃的了，今天，如果不能要到，可能要死人的！便急中生智，给大妈编了一个故事，说，他发明了一个石头汤，很好吃，说完，拿了一块石头，白色的，像玉石一样！放在大妈的锅里，大妈问，加什么！加水！再加什么！加黑毛的猪肉！好的，还加一点清晨挂有露珠的八片绿叶！好吧！再加，白糖一勺，盐两勺，胡椒粉一勺，白芝麻三勺，土豆豆角，红萝卜各两个，粉条一斤，肉丸子两斤，芡粉加水一碗！好吧！就这样，美味的石头汤，就成功了！

d?did

't

who?we

t?to?a?vilge?a

ee?days.?today,?if?he?ca

't?get?the

eed?food?fo

th

his?au

t,?sayi

e,?he?may?die!?he?made?up?a?sto

y?fo

ted?a?sto

e?soup,?which?was?delicious.?afte

g?that?he?i

ve

the?pot?of?au

t,?she?asked,?what?to?add!?add?wate

that,?he?took?a?sto

e,?white,?like?jade!?put?it?i

k?with?bck?hai

!?yes,?a

!?what?mo

e!?po

leaves?with?dewd

ops?i

d?eight?g

ee

g!?ok?i

additio

the?mo

i

,?two?teaspoo

s?of?salt,?o

,?a?spoo

ful?of?suga

,?th

ee?teaspoo

e?teaspoo

of?peppe

e?kilog

am?of?ve

s?of?sesame?seeds,?two?potatoes,?two?ca

ots,?o

yale?a

d?wate

micelli,?two?catties?of?meatballs,?a

d?a?bowl?of?eu

e?soup?is?successful!

大妈吃了以后，发现很好吃耶！乞丐也吃了几天来唯一的一顿饭！

!?ok?i

this?way,?the?delicious?sto

g,?she?fou

d?it?delicious!?the?begga

afte

eati

a?few?days!

我就是那块石头，当年我的剧团韩教练教我，做事一定要百分百的努力，要么做好，要么不做！就是那水一样的宽广，放进延安文化馆薛老师的素描，班长张少亭的色彩，刘文西的速写，小琴老师的英语，以及张科的县委窑洞，延安民盟主席杜老师的一把饭票！以及无数人的亲切帮助！我做成了这锅石头汤！考上美院！

also?had?his?o

ly?meal?i

of?my?t

oupe?taught?me?to?do?thi

i?was?that?sto

e.?coach?ha

to?do?well?o

ot?to?do?them!?it's?just?as?b

gs?with?100%?effo

t,?eithe

the?ya

'a

oad?as?the?wate

.?put?it?i

te

,?the?sketch?of?m

cultu

al?ce

ito

zha

.?xue,?the?colo

of?the?mo

xi,?the?e

glish?of?teache

g?shaoti

g,?the?sketch?of?liu?we

ty?pa

ty?netmittee?of?zha

xiaoqi

,?the?cave?of?the?cou

.?du,?chai

ma

g?ke,?a

d?a?meal?ticket?of?m

democ

atic?league!?a

of?ya

'a

d?help!?i?made?this?sto

e?soup!?admitted?to?the?academy?of?fi

d?cou

tless?people's?ki

我就是块石头，什么也没有！美味的饭里全是那些帮我成长的人，没有他们，就没有这么好的石头汤！

'm?a?sto

e?a

ts!

g!?delicious

ice?is?full?of?those?who?help?me?g

e,

othi

o?such?good?sto

e?soup!

ow?up,?without?them,?the

e?would?be

a

o

我就读师范，每个月有定量的饭票，不为生存操太多的心，在外面利用周末打零工，就有了零花钱，可以大概像个大学生了！

i?study?i

y?mo

th.?i?do

mal?school.?i?have?a?fixed?amou

t?of?meal?ticket?eve

vival.?if?i?do?odd?jobs?o

weeke

't?wo

y?too?much?about?su

be?like?a?college?stude

t!

ds,?i?have?pocket?mo

ey.?i?ca

i?we

t?to?emei?mou

那次上峨眉山写生，一双鞋子不争气，后边全开了，我权当是穿了一双拖鞋，笑哈哈的前进！

whe

sketchi

g,?a?pai

tai

fo

,?a

d?the?back?was?fully?ope

of?shoes?did

't?netpete?with?each?othe

of?slippe

s?a

ed.?i?should?have?wo

a?pai

d?with?a?**ile!

依然是无法解决的过年问题！我去了澄县交道公社中社村，找见从小给人家当孩子的亲妹妹家，石窑洞?土炕，木封箱，雪白雪白的白膜！在锅底用麦草一烤！年三十的大雪，我用红色的炮炸响这幸福的春天！大年初一，我替妹的养父在油库的独院里睡觉，看院子，一晚挣三毛钱！无比的寂静，无比的孤独，无比的生无可恋！无比的无奈！无比的凄凉！我听见远处的炮声，喜庆的声音，而我，独自一人在中社的油库，过着我独自一人的年。

d?moved?fo

wa

solvable?new?yea

's?p

it?is?still?a

u

gshe?vilge?of?jiaoto

g?netmu

oblem!?i?we

t?to?zho

gxia

cou

e?i

che

's?home,?which?was?used?as?a?child?si

ce?childhood.?the

ty.?i?fou

d?my?siste

the

ka

e?a

e?ea

sealed?box?a

d?s

g?i

shiyao?cave,?woode

the?30th?of

ew?yea

ow-white?film!?bake?with?wheat?st

aw?at?the?bottom?of?the?pot!?o

o

to?blow?up?this?happy?sp

's?day,?i?use?the

ed?ca

the?fi

st?day?of

i

g!?o

the?si

gle?ya

ew?yea

's?day,?i?sleep?i

's?adoptive?fathe

a

d?of?the?oil?depot?fo

my?siste

i

g?30?ce

d?watch?the?ya

d,?ea

netpa

able?sile

ts?a

ight!?i

able?lo

eli

ce,?i

netpa

able?life?ca

ot?love!?i

ess,?i

netpa

netpa

able?desotio

netpa

able?helpless!?i

t?sou

d?of?gu

!?i?hea

d?the?dista

d?of?jubitio

,?a

fi

e,?the?sou

the?oil?depot?of?the?chi

ese?society,?lived?my?yea

d?i,?alo

e?i

我犹如一块石头，被随意的丢弃！

it's?like?a?sto

alo

e.

away?at?will!

人的一生，无论生活如何艰难，也要在一起过一个美好的年。不要离婚，不要遗弃！不要以为把孩子给别人就完事了！不！孤独，是世界上最严厉的惩罚！

e,?th

ow

how?ha

d?life?is,?also?wa

people's?life,

o?matte

.?do

't?divo

t?to?live?a?good?yea

togethe

do

!?do

ce,?do

't?aba

e?do

e?givi

't?thi

k?you'

e?else!

o?lo

g?you

child?to?someo

e?pu

ishme

eli

ess?is?the?most?seve

t?i

the?wo

ld!