You'rereallygone

AndIfeeltired.

Youleftmealone.

You'rereallygone

Iwantyoutobethehappiestbrideintheworld!

Youchoosetogetherwithme,Ican'tgiveyouanything,morecan'tpromiseyouanything,becausebeafraidofmeforyou,theonlythingIcangiveyouonlyIthissincereheart,I'montoyourloyaltyanddedication,thisiswhatalldon'trepce,whateveryoudoanythingwrongIwillcorrectyou,Iwillwaysindulgeyou,loveyou,caressyou,takecareofyou,protectyou,evenifIdon'thavetoeat,wear,I'llthinkofsomewaytoletyoueatgoodwearwell,becauseyouarewithmeIwillnotwrongedyou,letyoualwayshappy,whatyouwant,aslongasIcandoitIcandoforyou,evenif,youwanttobethesuninthesky,themoon,thestars,Icantrymybesttopickforyou

IntheNewYear'seve,wearetogetherforfivemonthsandoneday,inthelongtime,howhopeweeachotherarealwaystogether,you'renotherewithmenowhowmuchImissyou,thoughIdidn'tcallyoueveryday,youshouldknowaboutmynew!!!!Notbecausewearetogetherwill,becauseloveeachother,iswhatalldon'tseparate,unlessyourefund,butnomatterwhatyouthink,Iwilltrytobeyourself,bravetocontinuetofinishthisgame,inthecaseofparentsdon'tagreewith,weshouldthoroughlydiscussconciliation,nomatterhowtheresult,Ihavealittlebitofregret

HopewhenIamconfused,youhavetoalwaysremindme,becauseIwasafraidofwhereIdowellordosomethingwrong,mytemperisstraight,whenIhavesinnedagainstyouyoutoforgiveme,forgiveme,inclusiveme,becausesometimesIalsowanttogiveyouandpythewoman,isnotmyfragile,butbecausethemanalsohasneedwomanpain,loveawoman,thewomanfavoroneside!

Iamagreatman'sdoctrine,sometimesgotofriendparty,youshallnotnonsense,wanttogivemyface,don'tdoanythingbywhichshemusttemper,becauseIdon'twanttolosefaceinfrontofmyfriends,morecan'tletmyfriendsseeourjokes,eventhoughyouarefivewomeninothers'eyes,andyouareinmyeyesisverywoman,becauseyouareinmyheartoccupiescannotmeasure,theproportionofwhatisirrepceable!

Iknowyoulovemetoo,andsometimeshurtwhenyouloveme,forexample,myparentsdisagree,I'mnotgoodenoughornotgoodenough,etc.Whotalktomewillnotbeafraidtooffend,nowthatwearetogether,weshouldcherishthisperiodofhard-wonfeelingsbetweeneachother,don'tbecauseparentsopposedorsetbackandgiveup,Ibelievethatourretionshipiswhatallcan'tdestroy,sinceIacceptyourfeelings,nomatterinthebigsandstorm,alongtheway,Iwillbebravetoresist!Toresist!Backup!Untilthestormhasbeenconqueredbyme!

Iamawhatkindofpersonyoushouldknowverywell!

Sodon'tbreakupwithmeeasily,ifyousaythatonedayIwillbeserious!

HowmuchIcareforyouwhenyouarenotwithme,howIwishyouwerewithmefortheNewYear,buthowcanIdothat?Afterall,youaregoinghomefortheChineseNewYear.HowcanInotcareaboutyourfeelingsandleaveyouhere?Iactuallythinkmoreforyou,becauseIamolderthanyouafterall!Aftermanythings,youarenotatmysideofthetimeIamsolookingforwardtoyourreturn!

WhenI'mnotinyoursideyoubettergoodtakegoodcareofyourself,insteadofmerememberwhenyoueatnottoeat,eatingforfearofstomachuncomfortable,Iknowyourfavoritegingkonuts,thinricenoodles,Iknowyouareveryliketoeatsnacks,itisbestnottoeattoodrytoosweet,becauseIwasafraidofbadtothebody,eateatalittlebitmoreoil,remembertocoveryourselfup,whenyougotosleepatnightbecauseyouareonyoursideiscold,don'tfrozencaughtacold,otherwiseI'dlookout!

Whenyouarenotwithme,sometimesIwillbealongtime,becausetheymissyou?Haveyoueverfeltthisway?

Iknowyouarenotbymyside,sometimesyouwillcry,don'tcrytooloudly,becauseIamnotbyyourside,Iamafraidyouforgottobringatissuetowipetears!

Youwalkintomyworldandyoudon'twanttogoouttherebecauseIdon'twantto!

Whenthemeteoracrossthenightsky,Ihavemadeawishforyou,mayyoulivetolovemeonly,didyousaythatweweremarriedonthe4thof2013?HowmuchIwantyoutobemybride,becausemyskyisshiningbecauseofyou,andwithoutyoumyskywillbedull,withoutatraceoflight!

OnJanuary4,2013,Iwantyoutowearthemostexpensiveweddingdressintheworld,andhelpyouwalkintotheworld'smostsplendidauditorium!Thebiggestweddingintheworld,theenvyoftheworldYouwillfinallybecomethemostbeautifundhappiestbrideintheworld!

她说我以为你不知道？

我说别说咋们就到这里吧，你跟我在一起第一天我就提醒过你，我眼里容不得沙子，她还是叫我原谅她，可是我怎么能容忍这样的事情发生呢？

或许，是岁月摧残了我善良的心，我没有任何理由原谅她放下的错误。&29378;&20154;&23567;&35828;&65306;&109;&46;&120;&105;&97;&111;&115;&104;&117;&111;&46;&107;&114;

她爸妈经常叫她不要跟我在一起（就是因为我是大山里的孩子）！每次她爸妈就说你娶她可以呀（不过彩礼30万）我没有说话，我心里想你这不是跟挖我家祖坟差不多么？

她一家，一个个都起拱我哪里有立足之地，说起来到处都是心酸。

后来，我还是选择分了。

因为我放下她才是最好的选择，因为她根本不属于我。

我不希望自己在继续带*帽子了。

任何事情都是可以原谅的，但是唯独这种事情不能原谅！

在一起这么长时间了，很难过还没来得及做些什么让你感动的事。

结果是很可笑，我们最终还是避无可避的走到了这一步。

不知道和我在一起你真心感觉怎么样，总之我能肯定的告诉你，我真心真正的爱着，用心的爱着。即使你从来也没觉得。

或许我爱的方式不对，不能够让你百分百的感受到我的爱，但我可以说。我心中百分的爱你，表达的也不过是五分之一。我更喜欢默默的支持你，在乎你。

爱本来就是不对等的。付出的与收获也不成正比。走到这步，我也有太多的过错。

本来应该好聚好散的，可是我还是会不经意的想起你，我强迫自己忘掉你。可是每当路过我们曾经一起到过的地方:小路，咖啡店，小饭店。哪里都是你。

我看过身边太多的人，有的脾性像你，有的眉眼及你，可全都不是你。我骗不了自己。我还是爱你。

对不起。

Idon'twanttotellyouthatbecauseIcareaboutyou,Ishouldthinkabouthowyoufeel.BecauseIdon'twanttomakeyousad,becauseIhaveyouinmyheart.

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