秦腔乐队的板胡永远看不起二胡，可是二胡在秦腔里的表现的是灵魂。你听，当戏的音乐过门时，二胡拉的是优美，是温柔，是秦人的善良

有一天，二胡老师孟老师叫我在他的跟前，听一曲豫北叙事曲，如女人的哭泣，抽搐着，轻轻的哭泣，把人的肠子要哭断的声音我被震撼，我暗暗发誓，总有一天我要用手风琴拉出这个曲子因为这个曲子用音乐表现了剧团我们艰辛，困苦，挣扎，欢乐和悲哀。

改革开放像春风，吹开了剧团每个人的梦想。有跑到西藏挣钱的美工画师，有嫁到长安的幸福媒旦，有钻到女人堆里色情无限，有跑到乡下文化站看书谝闲传。

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孟老师便领着老婆小霞过年前回到西安孟家村，全家看着漫天大雪，家徒四壁，唯一值钱的竟然是在志丹购置的杜丽木案板可能值几十块钱。没钱吃饭，没有生机，小霞轻轻的问孟老师一声，隔壁过白事，想请个吹鼓手，咱去不孟老师想都没想，一个字，去

拿起唢呐便一个秦腔曲牌哭黄天吹的是惊天地泣鬼神给主家当哭手也能挣钱，老婆左右手拉着儿女，三个哭手趴在坟头哭的死去活来人家过年笑，孟家过年哭

哭黄天，从陕北回到家乡，美好的家一贫如洗。哭黄天文艺工作者要当了红白事的吹鼓手孟老师把吹小号的功夫使出，吹出了悲哀，吹出了名气，那一吹，吹得满村阴气沉沉，那一吹，吹的方圆十里八乡都来邀请

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不几年，孟老师音乐上了中央电视台，星光大道各地邀请的电话，邀请函像雪花一样飞到孟家。儿子豆豆的歌唱的是喜马拉雅山一样的高，女儿的喜剧相声如山泉一般欢快流淌

有过艰难，外地演出遇到一群混混，孟老师拿起一根五米的木头棍子冲了上去混混没有见过这阵势，便落荒而逃

有过心酸，小霞妈妈在给儿子述说心酸的家世，儿子默默流着眼泪给妈妈洗脚。在陕北，我住过厕所，住过粮仓，能住在戏台上，也是幸福。吃过杂粮，玉米高粱，小米荞面，吃过树叶榆钱，咽过黑糠窝窝。一件衣服便穿一生可是，我们快乐，在舞台上，笑着，乐着，天天不知道这世上什么叫苦日子

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孟老师家里盖了四层楼，一家幸福的听着手机快手里，孟老师在拉的二胡信天游，二泉映月，快乐总是找到那些苦过来的人幸福也总是找到辛勤劳作的人们孟老师一家苦过，孟老师一家辛勤过，孟老师一家便一定快乐幸福过

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