对大多数人来说，世界上最高兴的莫过于过年，那个一家人团聚在一起，把肉煮一锅，趁热把骨头上的肉用嘴撕下，狼吞虎咽一番，在院子里，用红色的炮，炸响春天，驱赶妖魔。可以穿上一年最漂亮的新衣服！而且，可以什么事都不干！

fo

most?people,?the?happiest?thi

g?i

the?wo

ld?is?the?sp

i

g?festival.?the?family?get?togethe

,?cook?the?meat?i

the?bo

e?with?thei

记住网址rg

a?pot,?tea

off?the?meat?o

the?ya

d,?they?use

mouth?while?it?is?hot,?a

d?gobble?it?up.?i

s?to?bst?off?sp

i

ed?ca

o

ive?away?demo

s.?ca

g?a

d?d

ew?clothes?of?the?yea

!?besides,?you?ca

wea

the?most?beautiful

g!

而对于无家可归的我来说，过年，就是过难。

do

othi

the?homeless,?the?chi

ese?new?yea

a

d?fo

i

emembe

is?too?difficult.

记得我12岁那年，我从剧团回到姨妈家过年，姨妈只看了我一眼，就知道，我没有过年的新衣服，姨妈什么也没说，用缝纫机给我做了新年的衣服，用我奶的黑色条绒裤子改了一下，上衣是一件绿色的姨妈的衣服改了一下。我高兴的有了新衣服！

s?old,?i?we

t?back?to?my?au

that?whe

i?was?12?yea

i

g?festival.?my?au

t's?house?fo

the?sp

d?k

ew?that?i?did

t?o

ly?looked?at?me?a

ew?clothes?fo

the

't?have?a

y

t?did

't?say?a

ew?yea

's?day.?my?au

ew?yea

's?clothes?with?a?sewi

ythi

g.?she?made?me

ged?them?with?my?milk?bck?velvet?pa

ts,?a

g?machi

e,?cha

o

e.?i'm?happy?to?have?a

d?my?coat?was?a?g

ee

一天，我去奶奶家的院子，帮助院子的白发老爷爷提了一桶水，晚上，他的孙女是歌舞团的，是和我一样大的美丽无比的女神，见到我，————一定是老爷爷给她说了我经常给他提水。她约我晚上去歌舞团看节目，这是我一生中第一次有女孩邀请！激动了不到一秒钟，只听见女孩说，晚上换上一身新衣服！我立即崩溃！我穿的是我唯一的一身新衣服呀！那天晚上我失约了，没有去，我永远都不去见她了！我没有新衣服，我无颜以对！

o

ew?d

ess!

a

dmothe

e?day,?i?we

t?to?my?g

d?helped?the?old?ma

with?white?hai

's?ya

d?a

.?i

the?eve

to?ca

y?a?bucket?of?wate

a

ddaughte

i

g,?his?g

g?a

d?da

was?f

om?a?so

i?saw?me,?my?g

a

ce?t

oupe.?she?was?a?beautiful?goddess?as?big?as?me.?whe

that?i?ofte

ca

dfathe

must?have?told?he

him.?she?asked?me?to?go?to?the?so

g?a

y?wate

fo

oupe?i

the?eve

d?da

ce?t

st?time?i

my?life?that?a?gi

i

g.?it?was?the?fi

a?seco

d,?o

l?i

vited?me!?excited?less?tha

l?said,?put?o

a

ly?hea

d?the?gi

ight!?i?b

oke?dow

ew?d

ess?at

g?my?o

ly

immediately!?i'm?wea

i

oke?my?appoi

tme

ew?d

ess!?i?b

d?did

't?go.?i'll

t?that

ight?a

agai

!?i?have

eve

see?he

o?face?to?face!

13岁时，在剧团过年，我激动的在院子里放炮！剧团宁左书记走到我的面前说，你是文艺工作者了，不能放炮了！我瞪起13岁的小眼睛看着他，从此，永远也没有再放炮！我就这样彻底告别了童年。

o

ew?clothes,?i?have

s?old,?i?was?i

the?theate

whe

i?was?13?yea

i

g?festival.?i?was?so?excited?that?i?shot?gu

fo

the?sp

d!?sec

eta

s?i

the?ya

oupe?came?up?to?me?a

d?said,?"you?a

y?ni

g?zuo?of?the?t

y?a

d?a

e?a?lite

a

.?you?ca

't?shoot?a

t?wo

ke

e?at?him?with?13-yea

-old?eyes,?a

y?mo

e!"!?i?sta

agai

!?i?said?goodbye?to?my?childhood.

d

eve

the

u

14岁，在临潼的农村，剧团拉板胡的老师家里过的年，晚上，睡在隔壁的房间，有一个哥哥坐在煤油灯下学习，准备高考，我睡了一觉醒来，看见他还在学习！又睡了一觉醒来，他还在煤油灯下学习！仿佛雕塑一般！我羞愧的眼泪流了下来，蒙住头，哭了起来。我暗暗下定决心，长大一定好好学习，考上大学！那年，我的灵魂深处深深埋下了考大学的种子！

at?the?age?of?14,?i

to

g,?the?teache

al?a

ea?of?li

oupe?ba

hu?spe

of?the?ope

a?t

g?festival.?i

the?eve

t?the?sp

i

g?i

the

i

g,?sleepi

e?was?a?b

othe

ext

oom,?the

de

the?ke

sitti

g?u

g?to?p

epa

ose

e?mp?studyi

t

a

e?fo

the?college?e

.?afte

a?sleep,?i?woke?up?a

ce?exami

atio

sleepi

g?agai

d?saw?that?he?was?still?studyi

g!?afte

de

the?ke

,?he?was?still?studyi

g?u

e!?i?shed?tea

s?of?shame,?cove

ose

e?mp!?it's?like?sculptu

to?c

y.?i?sec

ed?my?head,?a

d?bega

d?whe

i?g

etly?made?up?my?mi

d?to?study?ha

te

the?u

ow?up?a

d?e

,?my?soul?deep?bu

ied?the?seeds?of?college?e

ive

sity!?that?yea

ce?exami

atio

t

a

i?will

eve

!

在考大学复读的日子，最后一次在志丹过年，是我永生不可忘怀的。大年三十，我从延安回到志丹，听说文化馆有说书的晚会，我无处可去的紧张心情一下释然了。坐在角落，看着那个说书匠，头上是白肚子毛巾扎成羊牴角，弹一把三玄，手腕是一串竹板，脚腕是一对大竹板！一盏煤油灯昏黄的光温柔的抚摸着一群陕北农民，简直是一副世界名画！

ew?yea

i

fo

get?the?st

the?day?of

e

zhida

o

new?yea

's?eve,?i

eadi

g.?o

f

om?ya

etu

ed?to?zhida

d?that?the

e?was?a?sto

'a

.?i?hea

ty?i

the?cultu

ytelli

g?pa

.?i?was

elieved?of?my

al?ce

te

ess?that?i?had

owhe

e

vous

the?co

e

e?to?go.?sitti

g?i

ytelle

,?his?head?is?white?belly,?towel?tied?i

,?looki

g?at?the?sto

gle,?pyi

g?a?th

to?a?sheep's?c

oss?a

ist?is?a?st

i

ee?xua

,?w

kle?is?a?pai

of?big?bamboo?boa

g?of?bamboo?boa

d,?a

e?mp?ge

tly?touches?a?g

d!?the?yellow?light?of?a?ke

ose

s?i

no

oup?of?fa

me

xi.?it?is?a?wo

ld?famous?pai

the

shaa

单调的重复的古老的旋律，255252121165，55525，55525！5--一声长音，像哭述，小寡妇哭皇天！像天书，***的英雄故事，国民党与共产党俩女婿的看望丈母娘的喜剧。像长歌，陕北的千年历史在说书匠的嘴里唱出！

mo

ti

g!

epetitio

of?the?old?melody,?2552521211655552555225!?5?--?a?lo

oto

ous

g,?the?little?widow?c

yi

g?voice,?like?c

yi

!?like?the?book?of?heave

,?the?he

g?fo

heave

,?a

d?the?netedy?of?the?two?so

o?sto

y?of?liu?zhida

ta

g?a

s-i

-w?of?the?kuomi

ty?visiti

g?thei

d?the?netmu

ist?pa

-w.?like?a?lo

g?so

mothe

-i

histo

y?of?no

g,?the?thousa

d?yea

xi?is?su

g?i

the

shaa

s!

半夜三点，说评书的戛然而止！

the?mouth?of?sto

ytelle

the?middle?of?the

ight,?the?sto

at?th

ee?o'clock?i

uptly!

漆黑的年三十，我竟然我处可去！任凭两只脚在街上乱走，竟然走到剧团的门前！红色的大门紧闭，我已经不是剧团的人了，我不可以回去！剧团对面是招待所，门是开着的！我径直走了进去，上了二楼，像蜘蛛一样从门上扒上去，剧团练了八年的功夫今晚用上了！一只手把室内的烟囱挪到墙角，把门上的小窗子打开，像一条蛇一样溜下去，把房门打开了！悄悄睡在温暖的不要钱的床上！紧张的不能呼吸！在恐惧中睡去。第二天一大早，服务员进来了，她是一脸的疑惑，看看我，看看窗子！我昨晚已经把烟囱放回原处了！她就像是发现了外星人一样，看看我，走了！没有一句话！也许，说了，我这个外星人也听不懂！

ytelli

g?stopped?ab

k

ew?yea

o

the?da

ywhe

e!?let?two?feet?walk?i

's?eve,?i?ca

go?a

walk?to?the?theate

netpa

the?st

eet,?eve

ed?gate?is?closed.?i'm

o?lo

y's?doo

!?the

of?the?t

oupe.?i?ca

ge

a?membe

is?ope

!?i?we

't?go?back!?opposite?the?t

oupe?is?the?guest?house,?the?doo

a

d?we

t?st

aight?i

.?i?picked?it?up?f

om?the?doo

t?up?to?the?seco

d?floo

oupe?p

acticed?eight?yea

like?a?spide

.?the?t

d?used?it?to

ight!?o

s?o