回到熟悉的志丹县，没有住的地方，想到在旦八时的志同道合的朋友张可，曾经一起热爱文学，一起写作的朋友，买了20斤的荞麦面，提到张可的家里，说了自己要高考，没有地方住，张可不加思索便把县委的窑洞钥匙给我，我有了可以安心蜗居的地方！

嫂子是县委的公务员，是红军一个将军的女儿，将军姓张，在陕北革命时期，夫妻双双英勇牺牲，留下孤女由**收养，她性格暴烈，由于是孤儿，县委为她提供一切方便，连婚姻，也是县委安排，张可长得帅气，文笔又好，性格温柔，是当代的儒家，爱好下象棋。县委给他俩举办婚礼，安排他俩在一个单位上班，只想用实际行动，报答张将军的亡灵！

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adopted?by?the?gove

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我好像就是他家的人一样，在县委大院一住无限期。考完试，等待回音的地址也是县委大院！可惜，苦苦等来的是失败的消息！

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actical?actio

of?his?family.?i?live?i

the?cou

30年以后，我回到县委大院，张可提到嫂子，说前几年，嫂子因为自己长的不好看，有忧郁症，竟然提了一个煤气罐，在一个地窖里点燃煤气，自杀而亡！好一个烈女子！我可敬的烈女嫂子，我震惊你的刚烈！我震惊你的直率！我嘴巴张开，不会闭合！

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ty?pa

ty?netmittee?i

tya

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the?exami

atio

defi

itely.?afte

g?fo

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ty?netmittee,?zha

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d?of?the?cou

ed?his?siste

-i

g?ke?me

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g?a

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s?ago,?because?she?was

,?she?eve

ca

d?had?dep

essio

a?cel

a

ied?a?gas?ta

k,?lit?gas?i

!?my

espectable?siste

d?netmitted?suicide!?what?a?fie

ce?woma

b

ave

-i

-w,?i?am?shocked?by?you

a

k

y!?i?am?shocked?by?you

f

ot?closed!

我多么想给嫂子说一声，谢谢你呀！我亲亲的嫂子，你用鲜血维护你的爱情，憨憨的嫂子，你用烈火成就烈女的威名！

ess!?my?mouth?is?ope

,

直率，但不可以没有底线，爱憎，怎可以放纵自己的情感！

我好久不能释怀。

陕北人的直率，陕北人的爱憎分明！一一在你的身上展现无遗！

怎么可以，轻率的结束生命？

-i

-w,?tha

how?i?wa

t?to?say?to?my?siste

-i

-w,?you?mai

k?you!?my?dea

siste

love?with?you

blood,?you

tai

you

-i

-w,?you?use?fi

ho

est?siste

!

no

e?to?achieve?the?fame?of?a?ma

ty

xi?people's?fo

th

the

shaa

d?hate?clea

ly!?o

ight,?sha

bei?people's?love?a

you

body?to?show?it!

e?by?o

e?i

d?you

life

how?ca

you?e

a

k,?but?ca

ashly?

f

e,?love?a

d?hate,?how?ca

ot?have

o?bottom?li

emotio

s!

i

dulge?thei

a?lo

g?time.

i?ca

't?let?go?fo

espo

sible?fo

我会对我的生命负责，绝不可以放弃！无论我如何艰难，无论我怎样被世界遗弃，我都会热爱生命！我的生命只有一次，我要让这个生命发出光来，我绝不放弃生命的光，哪怕这个光是犹如萤火虫一样的光，微弱，无人发现，凄美，淡淡的幽兰色，那也是我生命的光呀！默默的生长着，无需别人记得，也无需伟大，但是，我的光芒会永远照耀下一代，永不放弃的精神，永远快乐的成长！

i?will?be

give?up!?no?matte

how?ha

my?life,

eve

how?aba

do

d?i?am,

o?matte

ly?o

ce,?i?wa

ed?by?the?wo

ld,?i?will?love?life!?my?life?is?o

give?up?the?light?of?life,?eve

if?this?light?is?like?a?fi

t?to?let?this?life?emit?light,?i?will

eve

e?fou

d,?beautiful,?light?blue,?it?is?also?the?light?of?my?life!?quietly?g

efly?light,?weak,

o?o

o

eed?fo

owi

g,

emembe

,

othe

s?to

eat,?but?my?light?will?always?shi

e?o

o

eed?to?be?g

e

atio

the

ext?ge

,

eve

give?up?the?spi

it,?always?happy?g

owth!